missing you

i miss you nadia
i miss walking with you, drinking jamba juice, just hanging out

i miss you brittany
i miss dancing with you, joking with you, having fun in science & pe
you're my twin, forever and always

i miss you kate
i miss having algebra with you, cracking up over you being unable to make up your mind

i miss you amanda
i miss joking around at lunch,you just being so reasonable, dancing too
you'll always be my momma

i miss you carly
i miss having pe with you, talking to you
i love your dog too

i miss you angela
i miss your help online, talking to you, walking with you

i miss you jessica
i miss you cheering me up and waking me up in algebra

i miss you beth
i miss you whackiness, your sensible brain and you just being you

i miss you lizzie
i miss creative writing with you, your sweetness

i miss you sara
i miss journalism with you, your voice, and having fun in algebra

i miss you mia
i miss having pe with you, "help me its a snail!", haha lotsa fun

i miss you mailee
i miss your opinions bout every single thing, and your craziness

i miss you lydia
i miss your blur-ness, and oranges and grapes!

i miss you sarah
i miss your braininess, and your humor

i miss you kelsey liu
i miss your humor, and being there when i need you

i miss you shani
i miss walking with you, talking with you, and you being one of the first few friends

i miss you ashley
i miss your craziness, your loveliness, and my being able to tell you everything and anything

i miss you emma
i miss your whackiness, your humor and you

i miss you maye
i miss the stuff you say, the way you talk, how you're so cute, and the way you just ignore everyone else when you have something you're focused on

i miss you nora
i miss your friendliness
you were one of the first friends i made there

i miss you zal
i miss being around you,
you crack me up

i miss you gilbert
i miss shouting hi in the morning, tennis was really fun

i miss you austin
i miss talking to you in algebra n creative writing, tennis was cool with you, you and your under-the-leg-backwards shot that always went across

i miss you alok
i miss playing tennis with you and your wooden racket, having fun at lunch, teaching you to dance was so much fun! (*winks at britt*)

i miss you ali
i miss your craziness, and randomness, you can just pop up and start laughing. very nice. haha. i love the present you gave me

i miss you willie
i miss you trying to play tennis without a racket, youre fun to be around

i miss you sam jones
i miss talking to you, dancing, showing alok how to dance!
you'll always be my rich friend!

i miss you sam bromberg
i miss your love for horses, your friendliness, your brain, your craziness
i love the present you gave me

i miss you abby
i miss the sunshine you bring in at second period when everyone's still asleep, the fun you carry around with you, and all the laughs

i miss you susan
i miss working with you in history and science

i miss you matt
i miss you crooked smile, those blue eyes, the hat that never changes, you being the better side of a set of twins, and the way you're just so nice, and all that water

i miss you lance
i miss you being so nice to me, the way you care bout little stuff

i miss you jordan
i miss you teasing me (gang-banger), haha, all that water you drank, haha
and of course, your PIMP SIGNITURE. i love it

i miss you nick
i miss the way youre so nice and cool and just so kind to everyone, and youre great with your hands

i miss you laurance
i miss playing tennis with you, your jokes, and you being another nice half to another set of twins

i miss you linh
i miss having fun, teasing you, learning from you, looking at car pictures, talking to you, and most importantly, playing tennis with you, seeing as you were my coach and all

i miss you barnes
i miss your doughnuts, your craziness, your whole journalism class

i miss you ms johnson
i miss your stories, your humor, your whole creative writing class!

i miss you maria jose
i miss going out with you, having fun, talking, teasing your brother, and just chillin
we're sloan kids!

i miss you magdalena
i miss having fun with you, running arnd, playing with augustin
sloan kids!!

i miss you kelsey & drew
i miss babysitting you, having fun
i love your hugs and greetings
you were the first kids i ever babysat.
my first job

i miss you jasmine
i miss you voice, teasing federico n pris, going out, being a sloan kid!

i miss you priscilla
i miss your songs, teasing jasmine, going out, going to the gym, and being sloan kids!

i miss you federico
i miss talking to you, going out with you, hanging out, joking, teasing, having fun
i even miss all you goddamn swear words.
muthafuckas 1 thru 6! HELL YEA! haha

i miss you geovid
(i guess) haha. i miss teasing you. going to your school.
then thrashing it! hehe

i miss you steve
i miss your hugs, your voice, your words
and i want you so bad
i wish more had happened
i wish i didnt have to move
i want to see you again
and have you hold me in your arms
cos when you do
im just happy
like when i met you on asian night. wow. like when i first saw you at the august picnic. whoa. first hot cali guy i saw! and still the hottest. be proud. drinking at the fountain. the american picnic. going to plays. phone calls. going out. sitting in your truck. in my room. talking. walking.
i hella miss you.
then the last night. shit. hugs. tears.

i think...
i think you're my first love. first ever. and i lost you.


i love you guys so damn much and i wanna be back in cali. but right now i have no idea where the hell i belong. cos everything is messed up.