Only To Me

Was looking around those eyes
Searching for my answer
To my truth
Turned around and around
Wondered what went wrong

Was waiting for my superman
To lose myself in his arms
Feeling low
Couldn’t find a familiar face
Missed out on the clue

Was beating to a still room
Heart almost to a stop
Got lost
Reaching out for the keys
Felt only a hole instead

Was lying on the table
Fighting against the splinters
Pushed hard
The tears refused to arrive
Dirtying the pooled hair

Was looking at my reflection
Black against the glass
And finally
The tears flowed on and on
Heart wrenching only to me